i am kind of feeling hungry now. (' w ')

but i refuse to eat !

sleep sleep sleep ...

i want the teddy bear that mamiko sensei was abusing in the jdrama Shokojo Seira when she was drunk !

i had never hug / cuddle a teddy bear to sleep !

i had a medical history of asthma so my mum kept away all toys / items that will trap / attract dust. =(

i want a size XXXL teddy bear with a big round belly and a bow  tied to his neck.

yesh i want a male teddy bear wahaha.

okie getting more and more childish now ...

bYebYe

in my desperate attempt to print out my codes so that it may come in handy tomorrow, i realised the codes font are so small.

ah bad for my poor eyes.

amazing.

i was hearing muse songs while printing the codes.

Hysteria

Time is Running out

these 2 songs kind of describe how i am feeling now. (song title only. didnt really pay attention to what the vocalist is singing (>.>) )

amazing !

was supposed to be putting my 101%  in my preparation for my big day tomorrow.

gave myself a little to much "self declared breaks".

somehow  i already foresee how tomorrow will be like.

FLASH FORWARD .

~zoom ..

my engrish is so bad these days ...

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

bYebYe

★ monday: amazed at how fast my legs can carry me ! 
                    lessons ended at 9:45pm, rushed back home to watch FRINGE.
                    it had been quite some time since i last walked at such fast speed. (`･ω･´)

★ tuesday: overslept and broke my own late-coming record !
                   didnt have the courage to walk to the front and sit with my friend.
                   hide myself at the back of the classroom.
                   tried as much as possible to focus but in the end gave in and started youtubing.
                   haiz. ┐('～`；)┌

★ wednesday: late late late !
                       took cab down to school for my project meeting.
                       starts to feel pity for my pocket wahhhhhh. (´；ω；`)

★ thursday: finally found someone who understands my emoticons and texts in jap !
                   happy happy.
                   but i dont think i will text back often, since i dont really know him well. 
                 （・∀・ ）

★ friday: haiz haiz haiz. bad day for me since morning. 
               things started to brighten up towards the end of the day.
               saw xiao chen in school ! happy happy !
               realised that whenever i saw her, its the time whereby i had alot of troubles.
               complained and complained while she received and received, nodded and nodded.
               so nice !!!
               reached home super early because a kind friend gave me a ride home.
               weeee ~
               i think i should try to speak more so that i would not be seen as unfriendly.
               conversations between the 3 of us, < 5 sentences.
               *cry*

★ saturday: sensei was surprised that i was the first to reach the class !
                    hah. 
                    thats how bad my punctuality record is ...
                    see the above picture?
                    i had yet to watch the movieeeee.
                    went kino before going for my next lesson.
                    headed to bed early and left my brother in the kitchen to do all the washing.
                    hah. 

★ sunday: yesh today!
                  for someone who had never completed a single sudoko in her life ...
                  sunday, i hope i can live past today and see monday's sunrise ...

~ end of summary ~

*back to work*

bYebYe

it is so weird looking at your own presentation video. (x . x)

it is just so weird.

feel like just closing the window, press the delete button and say "気をつけて" to the file as he makes his way to the recycle bin.

Orz.

my mum watched my presentation and meeting video.

so now she knows how my classmates look like.

speaking of this thing ---> Orz

last week, while on the bus to the train station, i passed by this construction site.

so the fences surrounding the site have the logo of the construction company or the developer company (not sure which is which).

the logo printed on the fences is this. Orz

the initials of the company.

haha so funny !

i turned and was so eager to tell my friend of my new finding.

unfortunately (which was really unfortunate), she dont understand what Orz is ...

so i spent some time describing to her how Orz looks like.

but she didnt seem to really feel the sense of humor like how i felt when i saw the logo on the fences.

really unfortunate right ! ! !

maybe thats the reason why none understands my emoticons used in my text mesages.

haiz.

btw, Uverworld's new song is so encouraging !

i tried to load the PV on youtube yesterday during my lesson (opps !) but it took so lonnnnng for the video to buffer.

nice settings !

there is this cosy feeling to it.

and filming in the skyscraper, the view from the glass windows .... (^^)b

music wise, it is like one of those typical uverworld's song.

but i like the lyrics.

さよならは言わない事にしよう これが終わりだとしても
自分でさえ気負ってた 心とかって奪えない
一日が終わり眠る前に 明日会えるかなとか
無理なのもわかってるけど
愛の住む心のど真ん中は
誰にも奪えないから 明日を笑って迎えるために

ahhh i have not finish my mathssssss.

bYebYe

my first time hearing !

i like mao's version of this song.

hope that i can find the full version of him performing this song so i can watch during train rides. (why didnt i watch JITB earlier ...)

but definitely not now. =((

i like the way he performs this song.

i think it is not easy for a guy to sing this.

he is still kind of original when he performed this. (he got this honest look on his face when he sang this song hahaha)

although there arent much of the sexy feel ~ to it as compared to shiina ringo's version.

well she is gender F but mao isnt !

whats the point of this statement anyway? (hah)

maybe i will rip the audio and make it my keitai ringtone.

i was hearing 泣き出した女と虚無感 while trying to finish my xxx file.

then my brother said, hey your phone rang.

(-.- ll)

shall replace 泣き出した女と虚無感 with 丸の内サディスティック soon i guess.

she is 10 months old.

how sentimental i am !

again, whats the point of that statement anyway ? (hah hah)

starts becoming illogical in my way of thinking and speaking.

i blame the lack of oxygen in my brain due to lack of sleep ~~~

bYebYe

gazette's music japan performance !

woah after watching it, i realised how short uruha's shorts is (@_@)

since i had neither watch nor hear the full PV,  the music japan performance is the first time i am seeing BEFORE I DECAY lyrics.

This is the same as a game not having an end

when i first watched the 15sec preview a month back, i mistook it as

This is the same as a game, good without the hand